i seriously need to change my blogskin. so out-dated already.

anyway, 3 weeks till MSTD. =S

going to Goa(India), Meulaboh(Indonesia) & Kota Kinabalu(Malaysia)... will be away from 27th Jan 07 till 10th Mar 07, which is exactly 42 days...

i need HELP! i need a partner for upcoming underway(25th Jan) before i set sail. can you be my partner pls? =/





just remembered something. mum was talking about sending parcel overseas through speedpost is faster than sending through DHL and it is much cheaper too.. reason why? because DHL always meets alot of trouble along the way to delievering the parcel(truck gets stucked in the mud, traffic jam etc). haha

hmm. bro is going to church with me today, so i think i'll miss sunday school today so that i can accompany him listening to the sermon.

darn, i need to get my portable harddisk fixed. i just dropped it last night =x





hmm. just remembered that my sis went to watch the football match between Man Utd & Benfica @ Old Trafford that day(Man Utd won 2-0)... i wondered how is it like to scream at the top of your voice for your favourite football player whenever he touches the ball as well as the whole stadium doing the same thing with you like," aww.. refree kelong(wait, do they use this word there or it is just us singaporeans? haha) blah blah blah and maybe throwing a coin at the player while he is going to take a corner kick? haha.."

dunno whether my sis got help me buy that Man Utd jersey or not... O.o*

okay, today is study day. yesh, on MC also still must study... i need to cover up whatever i missed out during this week and next week is gonna be a truckloads of test coming up for me...=/





just came home. totally drained but well rested now.

this week was suppose to be a fun and enjoyable week, but it didn't turn out the way it should be. firefighting course was meant to be tiring but enjoyable, but this course turns out to be a not so memorable one.

wearing the firefighting suit was already causing me to have a slight headache already. but i still insisted that i could do it even though the fire in there is gonna be 300-400 C. nevertheless, i still signalled out that i wasn't really feeling too well. was suppose to tap myself if i feel too hot during the fire-fighting.

"tap, tap..." no good, try again, "tap, tap.." even worse, vision starts to go blur and needed to take more deep breath, which is totally no good. signalled to my teammates while they dragged me out.

cold water was splashed onto me, clothes all taken out just to cool my body. fresh oxygen was given by the medic. but all these didn't really help much except the oxygen which kept my breathing constant, but i was still breathing hard. After much consideration, the decision made by the instructors there was to send me to the nearest hospital which was AH. okay, so there i went into the ambulance.

while boarding the ambulance, things didn't turn out the standard way it should be. oxygen somehow was on LOW, and they dragged sanipher(who has a sprained ankle) to follow me there.

half-way through the ride. the oxygen tank RAN OUT! sharks! and my body started to tense up with the lack of oxygen and the whole body started to get NUMB and CRAMPS everywhere... nevermind about the oxygen, something else was burning inside the ambulance. great, this time rd, it was the ambulance's tire that was BURNT OUT! another double blow...

i was suppose to transfer to another ambulance which they called but my condition was getting from bad to worse... so the instructor who accompanied me had no choice but to ask the ambulance to drag the vehicle all the way to NUH...

i was quickly brought the the A&E deparment and all necessary injections were given. at the point of time, i was also having a fever which was 38.7 degree... i was immediately given the water treatment to cool my body temperature down. but was happened next was all the mystery until i woken up because i think they injection some medication which causes me to be drowsy. all in all, i stayed in the A&E for 4+ hours... =S

warded to ward 54 bed 42(which i only knew on the following day) @ ard 2030pm. Maj Ng, Cpt Ian & Mids Sanipher were there. actually, i didn't know that sanipher came along with the ambulance until they told me. anyway, i was too too tired to talk when they came. they called mum whom came at ard 2200 on that same night.

was on water drip which they have to change every 4 hours so as to keep me hydrated and i was given a GREEN tag on my wrist to show that i was unable to walk because of the aching calf muscles that i was having. =/ but i was glad that the nurse (josephine, rizwan) was very helpful towards me that night. =)

loud snoring boy was what my neighbours had of the description of me... the doctor came for their rounds the following morning to tell me that i was suffering from extreme heat exhaustion, the cramps are due to the tense up which i went into spams when i lacked of oxygen for that moment. another thing was that i lacked of sleep(which is very true) and loss too much water during the training(which was quite true also). so i just had to rest there and REST(SLEEP).

morning came Maj Chow to see how was my conditon... and following that was my parents and aunt. mum finally brought my OLD spec(primary sch) which suprisingly i could see qutie clearly. and that was the time where i finally got to see what is my bed number, my surrounding neighbour as well as the doctors & nurses that attended to me!! haha. next came was aunty pauline & nat which they surprisingly found out my ward number through their friend who was working at NUH... so surprised to see them! (: stephen did came aft that but i was sleeping, so he just left a card with a 'get well soon' teddy bear and left. but i somehow woke up 5 mins later after he left. :( then nobody came aft that, even if they came, i was probably sleeping bah...=s

felt better today and was anticipating for the doctor to do their rounds so that i could ask whether i get to discharge or not... and yeah! it was granted! quickly called mum to come and pick me up so that i could go home!!! *imisshomebadly*

before coming home was going back to camp to get back my passes, wallet, handphone etc etc so that i could book in on sunday... and here i'm feeling tired again and it's also time for me to take my medication again. maybe blog later bah.

*i want to change i new blog skin.*





argh! the A5 size files are getting me crazy... went to toa payoh, bras basah, chinatown & orchard popular just to get 28 copies of transparent files... super waste time lah. i believe those who are helping to get the files are feeling the same way i do now...=/

but luckily got my parents to drive me to these places to get the files. (:

didnt go church today bcos of this. i was just wondering if i went for church today, then i wld hav super no time to buy those files and i'll be screwed by the officers if i didnt get it... plus i have to book in so soon.

i hate 6WP(withdrawn of privileges) cos that means i have to book in early than usual.

argh. so many test again. i hate it when i have 3 to 4 test per week not including those re-test... i don't want to fail anymore test already. too draining. still cant believe that i managed to survive taking 5 test during last week. =/

sharks, i still need to help huifen to buy another 3 more files. hai, which others popular have i not been to yet?? maybe i should try going to bishan popular later adn see bah if i have the time.





ok. i have not been blogging for very very long already. partially because i can't blog in camp and weekends are super precious to me lah.

anyway, i have to slp soon already cos i have to be back in camp by 6am later. i have wingline duty tmr/later... =/

oh ya, tks sanipher for making my day. at least i managed to de-stress and not hold back the bad feelings & stress that i endured throughout this week.

another tiring week is gonna come. i have 4 upcoming test(1 of which is a re-test) next week + live firing of P226(handgun) too. i'm gonna be so dead tired next weekend i think. hope i don't get any confinement next weekend. =/ i wanna go SENTOSA!

greg & i are gonna get a pet each. haha. tks pal!

ohya, reported sick last wed and the medic said i have high blood pressure!!!! EEEKK!! he asked if i ran all the way to the medical center which i didn't at all... anyway, during the medical sunday, aunty peng cheng also said that my blood pressure is running high too... die, i think i'm too stressed out already. i seriously need a break.

constant mental stress contributes to higher blood pressure! =/

u where?





okay, some of you may have already seen the tired side of me.. but i'm still standing strong with what has happened i think...

aunty june: tks for your timing short msn chat. (:

going to send some photos to develop before heading for church.

i miss my sis.